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(prolog: I’ m sorry. The current issue on ‘Antara Fakta dan Pendapat’ need to be postpones. I m currently working on Memahami Sengketa DBP-RTM.)


Seniority: Recognition to Approve.



It just today when I really sick that words from me cannot be trusted as I m not the person in charge. In actual, I do revealed that ordinary man like me, a young teenager don’t have any place in being adopted all his ideas. I can talk how many as I may, or how much as I can, but they do not significance any adults.


I m nothing. Cause I m not yet a man, nor a boy. I am in a transition between two stages. Need to get myself much more information and experiences, to get certified as an adult. To be an adult is meant as I m free. Freewill, free to choose, free to do anything ( and I do think that being an adult is meant that you are free to make sins)


People looks at your seniority when you talk, they don’t look for your ideas. Even I give better thoughts, it just getting ignored. A man they called me, but a boy they do treat me.


It is really annoying. Really. People don’t stop giving comments that I do need to extend to such ages to understand certain things. Do I? Is it really the ages that justify your ability to make a result? Why cant people just hear my words first, and then after that, they may make any assumptions on my level of thinking?


Living in nowadays world, seniority means all. I need to accept all the officer words, just because he is older than me. I am not abusing the respect. I just want to get some attention to my own thoughts.


When I m making a decision, I m thinking all the pros and cons of an action before practicing it. I am not just being fooled by my intuition or emotion. Yes, emotion and intuition do give sense to me. It just a part of making myself a human. And do adult can really be free from emotion and intuition?


I gathered all the experiences and knowledge before making a concrete act. After making a decision, I will re-examine it again. If possible, I will fix any ‘contractions’ or mistakes. I do pray to the God in each my pray everyday. What else?


Wait for me to get older? And I will learn more? I refused to. As my time limits and I only do have present as my own. My future stills uncertainty. I refuse to wait and see. I want to act. As acting is the only thing that may change my destiny.


I see a totally wrong action, I want to do something about it. In Islam, we called this as ‘ tanhau anil mungkar’. Meant as ‘prohibiting the sins’. But as I still young, still a boy, still not a matured person (why does a teenage always be justified about his maturity?),I cannot make an action. Even your words will be taken for granted. Or in more illiberal act, my words will be called as ‘harsh’ or ‘lowest form of thinking’.


Men do talk about liberating human. In my kind of phrase, I like to use ‘giving all human his value’.


And youngsters like me, does has value.